MsSaltyGiggles

Joined a tribe on Hardcore mode the Island. Had a rough day today visiting the cemetery to pay respects to the fallen, as I served in the military. Tribe Leaders baby wouldn’t stop crying and I have something along the lines of Misophonia. I have certain intolerances to sound including styrofoam rubbing on cardboard, pencils scratching paper, and crinkling aluminum (that’s not even all of them either). The tribe leader was continuously plugging his mic in and out, which helped, but I still found the noise unbearable. I explained this a little bit, and let the party chat know I would be temporarily muting the tribe leader.

Next thing I know I hear “are you serious” and then I’m kicked from Party Chat, and his tribe member shoots me, leaving me to create another character on the server, because in hardcore mode once you’re dead...welp you’re dead. Then the icing on the cake was them removing me from the tribe altogether...can’t say I didn’t see that coming due to the succession of events that was taking place.

I decided to leave Hardcore mode altogether since I’m still in a Mega tribe on another PVP server. It may not be the best, but at least people accept me for me including all my candour. I’m actually quite amiable to others, so I was a bit shocked when I was just kicked without any explaination or afforded any opportunity to contest this decision.

It was strange to say in the least, and here I was slowly going to ween myself from my current tribe to this one. Now I’m not, and I’m glad, would’ve been a huge mistake on my part knowing what I know now. It does make me a bit sad though remembering my first day, and how I was showed everything...I guess most of my anger comes from losing the potential friendships...oh well. 

 If my tribe leader kicked people for having a voice or for every little thing that offends them, well we wouldn’t have a tribe left lol. I love the endless banter we endure in our tribe chat. We fight together, we laugh together, we endure together. That’s a family, and that’s the tribe and community I want to surround myself with.

 Anyways, ending my vent now.