Good advice, thx. Did a search on server number ONLY while excluding all filters including "my survivors" and poof....there it was....hidden in plain sight...who knows for how long its been up. Sigh. Admittedly, shouldn't have relied only filters, but will as many server as there is......what other way is there.
On bright side, finally got my character on a scorched earth up and started while I was waiting LOL. Good luck to the rest of you and again, thx for the advice SunsetErosion.